I have been doing so much writing this year that I can't keep up with myself. I wish there was some way to just write music and pass it off to someone else to have to do something with it.
Wow it was an early morning this morning. 10 to 5 Cash woke up. So now it's 7:00 and I'm really quite tired. Still I'm ready for the day, have done laundry, baked muffins, checked emails, got 3 kids dressed and ready and now i'm sitting down to a cup of tea with 3.25% milk in it which tastes ever so good even though there's probably 500 calories in a quarter cup.
I worked yesterday on some spring designs and just wish they could be done like right now! And then I also have been song writing. I'm really into the blood right now and the word redeemed. I really like these songs. I have 5 now. It makes me remember that I have a whole bunch of songs that I have never done anything with.
Today is one of those days that I wish I had some extra money to go shopping for clothes or hang out with a friend for lunch. I expect as the sun comes up more that it will be clear and sunny but the sky is not looking that way so far. The kids only have a half day of school cause it's parent teacher interviews. I have 2 extremes. The teacher of one could really care less to meet (therefore I'm not) and then the other kid's teacher has created a 45 minute show and tell and interview! Somewhere in between would be nice! I am not really a big fan of school to be honest. Well I mean I'm a fan of learning but there are a lot of social type pressures that like it or not are there and if you don't somewhat live up to them you set your kid up to be the "only one who didn't...." Maybe since it's a half day today I will take the kids to the McDonald's play place to boot it around.
People ask how I could possibly be bored but today is one of those days. I'm just longing for something new and fresh, something different, a new person to hang out with. I should create a new mess in my house just to have something different to clean - k maybe not. Something different. I have to say (and I can on here) that it drives me nuts when I say that I am wanting something new and people through out these trite ideas of how I can fix that problem, like as if first of all I haven't thought of it and secondly like it's just that easy.
Ever notice how people with certain values think that things are really easy and should just be a simple math problem. But the values are great. It's just that the solutions are hard and complex involving people's lives not just ingredients in a cake.